Oh internet crushes.
Upon graduating in a week I realize my mother will always be my biggest fan.
moving away for a year and getting rid of most of my possessions. I think I will have to move somewhere new every few years to satisfy my boredom and stop me from becoming a hoarder.
Conversation of the morning that I overheard in the hallway… ” Have a conversation with your parents. Tell them Mommy I’m getting older I need to start using deodorant. Y’all start stinking up my classroom and it is about time you start taking care of yourself. Spring is in the air.” Indeed Spring is in the air. Thank god I have next week off.
pastichelumumba: syeda: Can someone please just tell me what to do and make decisions for me forever you’re getting married? yes to me and we are going to Australia. remember I am your life coach…
Writing poems and binding books with children today. Public education is fucked but I sure do love teaching.
presence/absence: ***All over the fucking place,... →
syeda: ***All over the fucking place, thoughts all over*** I’m watching Tiny Furniture, in bed, after a two hour nap, from a four hour day of work. You probably know but Tiny Furniture was Lena Dunham’s film prior to Girls went big. I find it interesting that both Tiny Furniture and Girls talks about… I’m about to graduate and this is exactly why I have to get the hell out of...
Yesterday two young boys shot a baby in the head and a mother in the leg three blocks from my mother’s house. I’ve been feeling very sick ever since.
sadhag: you are allowed to terminate toxic relationships you are allowed to walk away from people who hurt you you are allowed to be angry and selfish and unforgiving you don’t owe anyone an explanation for taking care of yourself
I just stepped into my elementary school placement and everything is so little here. Little tables, little chairs, little people. It makes me feel as though I am some kind of giant who has outgrown what I had before.
Lesson planning makes me want to chain smoke cigarettes and pull my own hair out. No wonder no one lasts in the education system. No cigarette breaks.
Mental health day. I just couldn’t possibly face large groups of teenagers this morning.
I have come to the conclusion that I have so much empathy for mankind yet I am very disappointed in most people I encounter. On a lighter note I saw Connor Oberst today in little five points and all of my teenage fantasies came true and life is now a little more complete.
The more I research the more and more I learn that most of the artists I love are communists.
Talking about communism and vaginas in the same class period with a group of high school students makes for an interesting day.
syeda: it’s so remarkable to me how so many men i meet are completely inadequate when it comes to intellect/social skills/attractiveness/likeability/ and somehow manage to completely get by in life with a steady income, then find a sexual partner, and produce offspring. i’m truly amazed. How about you and me just move in together and maybe raise a cat? Taking care of you is all I really want...